Labour weekend 2018 during 5 hours of solitude on a road trip, I started thinking of friends and family, their achievements and aspirations, and decided I needed something to challenge me on a personal level. The idea of the Appalachian Trail was in the back of my mind but just didn’t seem personal to me. I had heard of the Te Araroa Trail in snippets of conversation over the last couple of years, and knew a young woman who was going to do it solo. The more I thought about it the more confident I became that I could do it too. I wanted to do it in my own time though, not to be rushed along to fit into anyone else’s schedule. It felt right.
Timing was a big issue because Te Araroa has a walking season (September to April) and my family already had Holidays planned through till November 2019!!!! OK if I’m going to do this I have to let everyone know well in advance because I’ll be out of circulation for 5 months. I’m going to book Sept 2020/Mar 2021. It sounded so far away, but hey I’m going to need all of that to get match fit.
I announced it to my Mum and Sisters when I got to my destination, and to my surprise they didn’t call me crazy! In fact a few days later one of my sisters decided she’d like to join me. I’d been to-ing and fro-ing about how safe it would be doing it solo, but at the same time I didn’t want anyone else pulling the strings, I still wanted it to be my adventure. The more I thought about it, the more I thought we could make a good team, both independent in our own way, but we’d have each others back when the going gets tough! and I was under no illusion that the going was going to be very tough at times.
Now I’m no spring chicken, I’m in my late 50’s carrying a little too much weight, and although I exercise 2-3 times a week I’m not terribly fit. So first challenge is to loose a little weight (so exercise can be a bit more enjoyable.) I started immediately (the day after I got home from the road trip.) I decided on the 2/5 diet. I’d talked to a couple of friends who did it and had good results. Basically I’d be minimising my food intake to 500kj twice a week and eating sensibly for the other 5days. I started seeing results immediately, so that gave me the drive to do another week, then another… I’ve had a little break over Xmas and put a little back on but I’m still 5kgs lighter than I was in October and moving and exercising a lot easier, so I’m well chuffed.
I started to tell friends and work mates my plan, and to my surprise no one has wanted to certify me crazy yet!!!! or doubted that I can achieve it, so this is all adding to my confidence that I really can do this. A common question has been are you going to raise funds for anyone or are you doing it for a special cause? Initially I had to say no, because it hadn’t crossed my mind, I was doing it purely for selfish reasons, it was about challenging myself! However the more I mulled things over I decided it was going to be an epic adventure and it would be a shame if no-one (other than me) got any benefit from it. So I started thinking of options. It took a few weeks for me to settle on the mental health foundation. For a number of reasons it felt like the right choice. I felt that being outdoors, exercising, away from all our materialistic obsessions, and the pressures put on us by modern society, would be a good place for me if I suffered from depression. Then I thought of friends and family dealing with anxiety, bi-polar, OCD and any number of other issues that I didn’t fully understand. I started to appreciate how strong those people really are! The strength it takes for them to get through an ordinary day must be huge! I’m going to learn something about how hard some days can be on this journey, and then I’m going to have to get right back up and do it again the next day, and maybe the day after. But as hard as it gets for me, I’ve chosen this path! they didn’t choose theirs! Mine will be over in a few months, but theirs can last a lifetime. So Mental Health foundation you’ve got my support.
2019: plans and preparation for my epic adventure start now in earnest, I’m committed to exercising 6 days a week, drinking 4 glasses of water every day (normally I’m lucky to drink one!) and researching equipment and technology (not my forte) that will help me reach my goal. Because now I can say I’m walking the length of New Zealand NEXT YEAR!!!! it doesn’t seem so far away!
Bring it on and I’ll keep you posted
Chrissie